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There's a fine line between genius and insanity. I have erased this line.
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Created on 2001-07-25 12:12:19 (#271147), last updated 2009-11-21
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Basic Info| Name: | Carmelena-Capriella |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1971-03-05 |
| Location: | Orlando, Florida, United States |
| Website: | http://www.carmelena.com |
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thrilldare@hotmail.com BioIts hard to actually sit here and describe myself. I don't obsess over what to be, I am most definatively myself with little or no regrets. I'm quiet but bold, I can stand out but I'm not flashy. I'm an existencialist extremist female with a strong tendancy towards hedonism and mental wandering. I don't believe in equality between the sexes. Nope. A woman that wants to be equal to a man lacks ambition!
The one important thing to know about me is my two phases of personality; One side of me is highly adaptive, energetic and driven, analytic and practical while the other side is submissive, compassionate, self-sacrificing and prone to bouts of deeply disturbing depression. The ultimate catch is guessing which is at the controls from one day to the next. Highly opinionated, spiritual and intelligent with a strange tolerance and permissiveness dealing with those who are the polar opposite of my inner nature.
My main hobby is keeping my brain from rotting away from utter boredom. I spend most of my time filling my head with worthless information, evil schemes and battling that little voice that tells me, "Sure, it's perfectly logical to dye the cat green. Just think, he'll match the bedspread!"
Oh, and the cat didn't agree, he was pissed off for weeks...
My life is never normal and my reactions to it and the people I involve it change on a sliding scale. Part of me is a meglomaniac, I am ALWAYS in charge! But the other side of me is softer, I secretly love all people, especially the villians but I keep my emotions well hidden. You can frequently find me just after dusk, haunting some dark corner and watching the rest of the world at work. The rest of the time I hide my empathic self curled in a nest of pillows on my bed with only a faded green Siamese cat to dry my tears. But tears never last for me, as for all bipolars, there are no downs without the severe upswings! I love the grey, yet it eludes me. But for now, living in the severe black and white will do.
I'm the quintessential chameleon in all things except my loyalties, sarcastic and blunt to a fault. Never ask my opinion unless you really want it.
The one important thing to know about me is my two phases of personality; One side of me is highly adaptive, energetic and driven, analytic and practical while the other side is submissive, compassionate, self-sacrificing and prone to bouts of deeply disturbing depression. The ultimate catch is guessing which is at the controls from one day to the next. Highly opinionated, spiritual and intelligent with a strange tolerance and permissiveness dealing with those who are the polar opposite of my inner nature.
My main hobby is keeping my brain from rotting away from utter boredom. I spend most of my time filling my head with worthless information, evil schemes and battling that little voice that tells me, "Sure, it's perfectly logical to dye the cat green. Just think, he'll match the bedspread!"
Oh, and the cat didn't agree, he was pissed off for weeks...
My life is never normal and my reactions to it and the people I involve it change on a sliding scale. Part of me is a meglomaniac, I am ALWAYS in charge! But the other side of me is softer, I secretly love all people, especially the villians but I keep my emotions well hidden. You can frequently find me just after dusk, haunting some dark corner and watching the rest of the world at work. The rest of the time I hide my empathic self curled in a nest of pillows on my bed with only a faded green Siamese cat to dry my tears. But tears never last for me, as for all bipolars, there are no downs without the severe upswings! I love the grey, yet it eludes me. But for now, living in the severe black and white will do.
I'm the quintessential chameleon in all things except my loyalties, sarcastic and blunt to a fault. Never ask my opinion unless you really want it.
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adrenaline, alcohol, anime, annoying people, archaeology, billiards, camping, carmen sandiego, cartoons, cats, chaos theory, cheese, chess, computers, criminal behavior, dance, diving, dolphins, evolutionary psychology, exploring, explosions, fenton art glass, ferrets, fishing, florida, foriegn and independant film, informatics, jewelry, key west, keys, linguistics, locksmithing, long naps, manta rays, music, pearls, people watching, philosophy, piracy, pirates, pirates of the carribean, politics, post-its, reading, rum, shipwrecks, shoes, shooting things with arrows, shopping, siamese cats, stingrays, strange forensics, swimming, the color grey, the ocean, travelling, wall street, wine, writing poetry
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